Dear aiesha...
when you were young...
i always ask u what will u be when u grown up...u didn't say anything but i answered it on behalf of you...
"i want to be a doctor....!!!"

I always asked u.."sape dah besar nak jadi doktor angkat tangan..!"
and u raised up your hands...

i dont want u to be an engineer like me...for this reasons..
utmost strain to get degree,utmost tension with works, less paid ( base on work burden to penny ratio), tend to corrupt,responsibility become top priority..
and the most important things...GAIN NO RESPECT..!

if you're an engineer..
nobody will pat at your back when a marvelous gigantic structure being erected on this planet as people will smile and congratulate the architechs..!

nobody will say thanks to u when your innovations on medical tools saves someone's life as people will thank and hug the doctors...!

and people will curse u and cynically pat your back with sarcastic words when things fail and fall apart..and say.."you're corrupt...!"

engineers deserve respect for what they are...but it all faded away..

when the time comes...i hope u understand what's in my mind...

ps: and it's totally suck to be military engineers...!